Queen of faces, p.2
Queen of Faces, page 2
Because Gabriel Heywood was right. Paragon students got a new, healthy chassis with their admission, and you didn’t have to hand over a penny. If I got in this year, I could escape my withering body. I could be free. And I could help people. Save others, the way I’d been saved.
A hand grabbed my wrist, snapping me out of my make-believe. ‘Show us the full chassis, why don’t you?’ Gabriel Heywood squinted at me. His rough fingers dug into my skin. ‘I’ve never seen a defect quite like this.’
‘May I be excused, ma’am?’ I looked at Clementine. ‘Guillaume needs help with the clean-up.’
The table went quiet. The gramophone played a calm piano solo.
‘Please, ma’am,’ I said. ‘They really need me.’
Time stretched. Outside the windows, dark waves crashed against the seawall.
Clementine smiled. Heywood let go of my wrist, leaving a red mark. My shoulders began to relax.
‘It’s all right, Ana,’ said Clementine. ‘Do as he says.’
Icy terror flooded my veins. I felt dizzy, far away, even as nausea bubbled up from my stomach.
I pulled off my threadbare jacket, setting it on the floor. One by one, I undid the buttons of my dress shirt, hands shaking. I slid it off my shoulders, and Clementine’s guests leaned in, both intrigued and repulsed.
Patches of grey crisscrossed my chest, staining my dry, papery skin. The colour had drained from the veins in my wrists, and my right shoulder was as cold and colourless as a rock. I looked like a grotesque statue, buried in some distant ruin.
My muscles clenched. Every instinct screamed at me to cover up, run away. But I strangled the impulse. I couldn’t lose this job. Clementine had hired a weak, ugly Edgar with no references, an anomaly that wouldn’t repeat itself. I believe in good deeds, she’d said during my interview. Helping the helpless.
Gabriel Heywood lifted a silver cheese knife, raising it towards me. ‘Stay still, please.’
He pricked a vein on my chest, and I flinched, shivering, as droplets of blood oozed on to the blade.
‘Still red. Fascinating.’
‘You are wasted on wine-pouring, Mr Gage,’ said Jasper Isley. ‘You could make a fortune at the circus. Dance on top of an elephant.’
‘They’d think you were cousins,’ said a woman beside him. The others laughed.
For the second time that day, crimson tears welled in my eyes, blurring my vision. I bowed to Heywood and Clementine in rapid succession. ‘Thank you! Please excuse me!’ I grabbed my clothes off the floor and ran out to the main hallway.
‘Amusements aside,’ said Clementine. ‘Let’s return to business. You’ll find the details of tonight’s job in the silver folders in front of you. I believe there’s a chance for all of you to grow your fortunes.’
I closed the door behind me and squeezed my eyes shut, then pulled my shirt and jacket back on with shaking hands. The fabric felt damp where I’d been pricked. I stood alone in the entrance hall, surrounded by cold marble and hideous paintings that resembled mud smears. A chandelier cast harsh, pale light over the room, and a silver folder sat on a cabinet. One of the servants must have misplaced it.
Then I glanced at the front door. And I stopped breathing.
Clementine’s mailbox wasn’t empty. A shining blue envelope sat at the bottom, held in the arms of the fake-gold mermaids.
It was a letter. My letter.
The outside world vanished. My body moved on its own, like a starving animal grasping for food. My feet carried me forward, and my hand grabbed the envelope.
Anabelle Gage
184 Whilmington Place
Elmidde, Caimor
There was no return address. Just a name, embossed on the pale wax seal, imprinted with the emblem of a white sphinx.
Paragon Academy
My heart jolted against my rib cage. I burst out the front door, splashing through a mud puddle in my haste. My shaking fingers ripped off the seal and pulled out a blue piece of paper, unfolding it. I leaned against a lamp-post and began to read in the hazy sunset.
Dear Ms Gage,
Thank you for your interest in Paragon Runic Academy.
I am sorry to inform you that we cannot offer you a place in the class of 3519. Our admissions committee evaluated a high volume of applicants this year and only accepted those with the highest scores on cognitive reasoning, tactical proficiency and magic potential.
Your scores on the entrance exam were as follows:
Critical Reasoning and Rhetoric – 71/100
Strategy and Tactics – 98/100
Natural Science – 63/100
Psychology – 97/100
Magic Potential – 58/100
AVERAGE: 77.4/100, out of a minimum entrance score of 95
We wish you well in your future endeavours. May you strive to be an Exemplar.
Sincerely,
Nicholas Carriwitch
Headmaster
This letter has been sent by mandate of public disclosure act 518 (c5).
The world blurred around me. I read the letter again. Then again, and again. Each word was like a needle to my heart, more painful with every line. Tears welled in my eyes.
This wasn’t right. This couldn’t be right. Paragon had never sent rejection letters before.
I scanned the letter again. Public disclosure act 518 (c5). According to an enclosed slip, it was a transparency law passed by parliament last year. Every applicant was getting one of these, with copies of their test scores. My previous two exam results were enclosed in the same envelope. Thirty-one and fifty-three, respectively. I had never even been close.
I’d put everything into that test. I’d bled and sweated, reaching for a life beyond Clementine’s basement, beyond this damp little corner of Lowtown.
And I’d failed. I hadn’t even made the cut to be a Grey Coat, an assistant to a real student or professor. I wasn’t even good enough to brew some student’s tea.
I let my gaze drift up the inclined streets of the capital. Above the brick houses of Lowtown, above the shops and apartments of Midtown and the pale mansions of Hightown, above the crater at the peak of Mount Elwar, and the clouds that had parted.
Through a film of red tears, I saw Paragon Academy.
The school sat on a cluster of floating islands, massive chunks of rock frozen in the sky. Crimson sunlight shone over dormitories with glittering spires, lecture halls with stone columns and flying buttresses, arches and bell towers, theatres and clubhouses, all connected by a web of bridges and staircases.
How many nights had I sat here, robbed of sleep, gazing up at my dream? How many meals had I eaten here, alone, staring at the impossible?
And how many thousands had done the same? Thinking they were special, that they were worthy of a grand destiny. How many failures?
As I watched, a student jumped off an island and dropped through the sky. She unfurled a wingsuit under her arms and shot through the air, flying past a zeppelin. Detached, free, blindingly fast with the wind at her feet.
Now I would never know that feeling. The rest of my life would be grey, empty and short. And I’d never get to help anyone.
My legs carried me back to the house, ignoring my caution, my fear. I burst through the front door, grabbed the silver folder and stuffed it into my jacket. It held the plans for Clementine’s criminal job. Maybe I could give it to the cops.
I strode towards the dining room, tracking mud on to the gleaming floors I’d waxed. Then I peered through the keyhole. The party was still in full swing. Clementine’s guests leaned back on their chairs, smoking cigars and eating thick slices of strawberry cake, flicking through the silver folders she’d given them.
I swallowed. This wasn’t like me at all. If Clementine caught me, this stunt could end my future – or my life.
But what future? What life?
I breathed deep and imagined a swarm of maggots, grey and pale and shrivelled, wriggling out of cake slices, plopping into glasses of wine and on to expensive gowns.
Then I reached forward with my mind and pushed.
Jasper Isley screeched, knocking over his chair. He dropped his plate, and it shattered on the floor. Men and women slapped at their suits and dresses, gasping, retching, spilling their drinks. Gabriel Heywood stumbled back. His cigar fell into a puddle of whisky, and the embroidered rug caught fire.
In seconds, the dining room had exploded into chaos.
There were no maggots, of course. Clementine’s guests were swatting at empty air. An illusion of the grey vermin. I could see the real room clear as day in front of me, layered under the fakery I’d spun for them.
This was my Codex. A magical ability birthed from the depths of my soul. A unique spell that only I could wield. And, as it so happened, the only spell I knew, given my lack of formal training. I’d named it Rainbow Veil, after a chapter in my favourite romance manga. A fact I would go to the grave with. With my magic, I could twist the eyes of another, weaving fake things into their vision, turning real things invisible. Anything I imagined, and they’d see it.
I squinted through the keyhole. The room was a tempest of panic, but Clementine hadn’t budged. She folded her napkin, smoothing the creases as she scanned the room.
That was strange. She could see the maggots, just like everyone else.
Then I saw. Where the others were recoiling, she was touching my illusions, poking each one with her finger, sliding her palms through the blank spaces where I’d imagined them.
I could only warp her eyes. I couldn’t alter her sense of touch. She was feeling empty air under her skin, instead of an actual wriggling creature.
Now she knew it was fake.
A warm, soft force squeezed my mind, clenching like a fist around my thoughts. I prepared to run, and the pressure doubled, filling my skull with fog.
‘Don’t move,’ Clementine’s voice rang out.
I froze in the hallway.
‘Shut off your magic.’
My Pith relaxed, and the maggots vanished. Clementine’s guests stopped panicking, examining their clothes with confusion. Gabriel Heywood dumped a teapot over the rug, dousing the flames.
I had to leave. I had to run. Clementine would kill me, or worse. Move, idiot. Move.
But my legs didn’t budge. My arms and fingers clenched up. My eyes held themselves open, unblinking.
I couldn’t run. I couldn’t move. She did something to me. Twisted my mind like I’d twisted hers.
Clementine slid into the hallway like a curling snake. ‘Poor little pawn,’ she said. ‘Never seen this trick before, have you?’ She tapped my forehead with a glossy fingernail. I couldn’t even flinch. ‘It’s called Nudging. Because all it takes is a nudge to turn a weak mind into a puppet.’
Magic. Clementine had cast a magic spell on me. She was a mage, just like me. That was the secret to her wealth, how she could afford this house and that body. My employer was no ordinary assassin limited to bullets and knives. She was what people called a witch of the coin, a mercenary mage selling her talents to the highest bidder. And she’d kept her magic hidden, even from us.
My eyes flitted behind Clementine. Her dinner guests were muttering, casting murderous glares, not just at me, but at Clementine. Vomit and wine had been spattered on to their tailored jackets and dresses. Sweat coated their faces. They’d all looked like fools, gagging and thrashing at maggots that weren’t there. And Clementine had hired me. Invited me into her home.
I hadn’t just ruined her dinner. I’d made her look bad.
Clementine leaned closer to me, speaking softly. ‘I took you in. When you stepped off that boat, no one else wanted you. But I gave you a life in this city.’ She shook her head. ‘And this is your gratitude. Go outside. To the edge.’
The compulsion took hold of me again, and I marched myself through the wrecked dining room. I emerged on a smooth wooden balcony hanging over the sea. My feet carried me to the railing.
‘Climb over,’ said Clementine, striding out after me.
Resist her, I told myself. Fight. Run. But it felt like my brain was drowning in warm molasses.
I climbed over the railing, gripping the wood with my shaking fingers. Thirty feet below, dark waves crashed against the seawall, next to where I’d dumped the rubbish.
‘Turn round.’
I spun to face Clementine, on the far side of the railing. A crowd of furious guests had gathered beside her. Servants refilled wine glasses behind them, avoiding my gaze.
‘Tell the truth. What did you do to us?’ Clementine used her magic again, and my lips moved without my permission.
‘A spell,’ I said. ‘My Codex. I reached into your minds and altered your vision.’
Clementine pulled a straight-edge razor from her pocket, unfolding it. She stretched it towards my eyes, poised to slice my face into ribbons.
Her arm relaxed, and I let myself breathe for a moment.
Then she flipped it round and put the knife in my shaking hand. ‘In thirty seconds, slit your throat.’
My fingers curled round the handle, and I touched the blade to my neck. A thin line of blood trickled down my collarbone. ‘Ma’am. Clementine. Please.’ Hot tears beaded at the edges of my eyes, tinged with red. My chest rose and fell in short, rapid breaths. Panic burned through my veins like acid, but still, I didn’t move.
Clementine’s mouth curled up at the edge. Her watch glittered on her wrist, and I stared at its second hand, counting in my mind. Eleven, ten, nine.
I thought of Paragon, and the life I might’ve had.
Clementine shrugged and turned away from me. The second hand inched forward, and I pressed the knife to my neck. Five, four, three.
‘One year!’ I screamed.
‘Wait,’ said Clementine, Nudging me again. ‘What?’
My hand froze, no longer compelled to slash my throat. ‘I have only one year to live.’ I spoke between sobs. ‘I went to an alley doctor last month.’ A rude little man in a corner of Lowtown, who squinted at me through grimy spectacles. ‘He said my decay is accelerating.’
‘Accelerating?’
‘The grey on my skin will spread.’ I swallowed. ‘In ten months, it’ll cover me head to toe. After that—’ I choked. ‘My lungs will crumble like stale bread. My kidneys will back up. And my brain will fall apart, cell by cell.’ I nodded frantically. ‘Paragon was my last chance at a new body, and they rejected me. Please. Take pity on me.’
Clementine stepped close and whispered in my ear. ‘I do pity you. Poor thing.’
That, more than anything, made me want to kill her.
‘I release you from all commands.’ She Nudged me, freeing my limbs again, then stepped back and shooed the others inside. ‘Come on,’ she said. ‘Fun’s over. We’ve got a job tonight.’
The others filed back in, glaring at me. Clementine followed them, and I let out a sigh of relief.
When she grabbed the doorknob, she glanced back at me and delivered her final Nudge.
‘Cut off your hair,’ she said. ‘Then jump.’
My left hand grabbed my blonde hair, pulling it taut. My right hand jerked back and up with the razor. The hair went free in my fist, severed from my head.
Then I leaned back from the terrace and tipped over the edge.
I dropped through the air, flailing. The wind whipped past my cheeks, and the water rushed up to meet me. It slapped into my face, ripping the blade out of my hands.
The sun vanished. Darkness filled my vision. Cold seeped into my bones, and I sank, the liquid encasing me like quicksand.
I’d never learned how to swim.
Memories flashed through my mind. A black fireball, ripping open the dam from within. A wall of water, crashing into me. Breathing in liquid, helpless, writhing in the endless dark.
My limbs thrashed, desperately kicking, but my head wasn’t breaching the surface. I wasn’t inhaling. My clothes were made of lead, and my shoes were iron anvils on my feet, pulling me downwards with every second. My lungs burned, and my blurry vision corrected itself. The seawall. The stairway out of the water. It was closer than I thought, just an arm’s length out of reach.
I angled the direction of my violent kicks, inching myself forward through the water. My arm stretched out, my shoulder aching, my muscles on fire. My chest screamed with pain, begging me to inhale, to breathe.
My fingers latched on to the lowest step of the carved staircase, my grip slick on the mossy stone. My muscles strained, my legs kicking, my nails digging into my handhold. I pulled with all my strength, and my body lurched out of the water.
Sweet air flooded my lungs. I coughed, gasping, spitting out dirty water. My body collapsed on to the hard steps, shivering. The sun had set behind a thicket of clouds, bathing me in its dim grey light. The wind had calmed, and the waves had died, turning the ocean flat and cold.
When I caught my breath, I stumbled back up the stairs, wheezing, and looked down at my shaking fist. Through all the chaos, it was still clutching my sliced hair. The cheap blonde dye had leaked out, washed away by the salt water. It trickled through my fingers and dripped into the ocean, showing the pale grey strands it had masked.
I touched my scalp, feeling the short, ragged edges. Even my hair was like a boy’s now. The weight of this body bore down on me from all sides, heavy and choking.
As I lifted my arm, a silver folder dropped from my jacket pocket, falling on the stone steps. Clementine’s briefing for her mission. In the chaos, I had forgotten all about it. I flipped it open, peeling apart the drenched pages.
Then I leaned close, squinting. The ink was smudged, but I could still make out the basics.
Luxury body shipment unloading at south-east docks tonight 2330. Cargo ship Endeavour. Five total, 3M, 2F, one star-woven. Intercept truck en route to Midtown at 0130. Haul 7M or more. Commonplace gets 70-30 cut.
Clementine was a witch of the coin, and her newest employer was Commonplace, an infamous terrorist group. At least several of her dinner guests were members. Tonight, she and her cronies were going to steal five fabricated bodies for them at the port. The terrorists would net most of the profits, but a fair helping of silver would trickle down to Clementine.
